~顺其自然~

wakaka...finally fin my final exam ady n i stayed at sweet hometown f4 days ady..hmmm...gonna share my happy things first..hehe

it is a saturday nite...i felt happy becos i met someone who i miss her so much..one year more gonna miss her like crazy..i dunt hv any excuse to meet her again at her house..i dunt hv any zi ge to go to her house n visit them..chat wif them..i miss the time together wif her..share abt cooking things together.. prepare materials together..i reli appreciate wat they did f4 me..THX GOD..u all is a gud parents tat i never met b4..treat me so gud..anyway...tat nite..shake hand wif u..chat wif u..i m really bu she de to leave...i m really very happy n appreciate tat moment..

it is sunday nite..is a sad things tat i m gonna to share at here..ytd..my 大姑back frm sg..,my二姑 also come to my house...suddenly one auntie come to my house..掀起了a sensitive topic~~haizz...my mum, grandmum,all of their husband also join f4 tis topic!!oh no...our ears(all my sis)..gonna start to feel pain liao..haizz...又要听到大人们说那些大人话~~感觉在拍电视剧~~haizz..婚姻~~人嘛~~为什么结婚了在一起就出现那么多的问题？为什么？？真的对婚姻产生恐惧阿！！能不能只是永远的谈恋爱就好？婆媳战争..夫妻间的问题~~何时可以做个了断？为什么这些问题一定会存在？从小~~活在恐惧之中~~随时都可以听到耳边传来阵阵吵架声~~偶尔把我们这些可怜无辜的女儿卷入战争中~~haizz..人长大了~~感谢主这些无谓的战争少了~~耳根清静了~~可是有时还是难免阿~~！！大姐最近在发着牢骚~~可见得跟婆媳住在一起~~是多么辛苦的一件事啊！！~三姐是快要结婚的人了~为了点感情是在fb上面写到~为什么谈恋爱就一定要结婚的相关话题~~四姐呢~~也是快要结婚了~~最近因为订婚的事有点摩擦~~haizz..怎么大家都嫁了~婚姻阿！！你真的令人畏惧！！~昨天在fb看见一个中学同学放了结婚照了~还蛮惊讶的~~我真希望~~我以后的伴侣不会要求要与婆媳共处一屋~~

今天看了<非城忽搅〉~~深深觉得原来现代女性也真的是不希望自己以后会与家婆同住在屋檐下~~还记得看到有一个男子参赛者~她很孝顺~~他尽然就为了这个问题而选择放弃了走上前去牵那女子的手的机会~~他重视这个问题~换作是我~~如果我心爱的男子为了这个问题而离开我~~我想...也许...我会学着去调适..尝试接受住在一起的滋味瓜~~哈哈~~言之过早~~我怎么想那么远去了啦~没有蜜蜂在身边还想到那么长远去了~哈哈~不说了~~在这边发泄下感觉心情好点了~~

next..ytd nite i watch a movie tat intro by my frdsz(actually my sis ask me go to watch since few months ago le..but i feel tat movie name is very..==balia..<3 idiots>~~no wonder i watched it by ytd.it is worth to spend my 2 hour++ f4 watching tis movie...这三个主角是拿engineer的~让我看见了他们对友情的重视~不会因为个人的利益而出卖彼此~选择了自寻短见~其中一位超天才的~自作了一个会飞且有camera的飞行仪器~用许多原理来制造出许多令人刮目相看的机器~还能救即将死去的婴孩~每一个人都有权利选择自己要走的路~追求自己的梦想~自己要读的科系~不要因为被逼而选择自己毫无兴趣的科系~否则读出来也不会开心~而我..何常不是？？老实说~我真的不知道自己的兴趣~专长在哪里~我什么都不会~~我不像姐姐会对头发有兴趣而去做理发师~我不像妹妹做美容师~我没很热爱烹饪~~没像姐姐那么会用珠子来做成许许多多的吊饰~~我只会读死书~~死读书~真的觉得自己不是读书的料子~~混进大学里头为了就是拿到一张文凭让父母感到骄傲~光荣~~他们的女儿当中有位大学生哟！也许~~我只能作的就是乖乖把书读好~~文凭拿稳~顺利毕业~~做工~~赚钱还债~~孝敬他们~~好多的反思阿~~

last but nt least..我想~~我最终还是要学习~~学习不去习惯~~不去依赖~~不去过度担心你~~必须分清楚自己到底是谁？什么身份~~不能自私~~不要想到太过长远~~也许是怕失去~~太过珍惜~所以害怕~~失去的那一天~好啦~一切~~就让它顺其自然吧~~~^^XD