~~充实的生活~~

wakaka~finally feel like relax a bit becos most of the assgmt almost submit ady~juz left one assgmt n 2 presentation to go~recently feel like my mood is nt tat stable..sometime will feel emo~~haizz..anyway~tat day 18th August i m so happy becos i had shouted a lot when i c Willber even though i m nt his fans~During tat week..i m desire wanna shouted n claimed ady~~i like the feeling of shouted..it can help me release my stress..anway~~Will Pan r so handsome xia^^



Few days ago,first time bc part time promoter at Mydin~i m kinda satisfied wif my sales during tat two days..almost help the company earn RM3000 in two days..even though it is very tired n my leg got 水泡ady~~but it is worth~~!!!^^nice experience f4 me~~i get some frdz by doing tis job~n i suddenly kinda satisfied wif my major at i take at MMU here~~i hope tat all of the customer tat i serve r very satisfied wif my performance n service~~yeah^^(i wanna share tis things wif u at tat time..but i control myself..stop to alwayz share wif u wadave things which happened in my life)


Today, she felt happy becos she realise tat he got click like n concern abt her wall post..she gt few days dint find him n chat wif him ady~she felt lonely esp midnite or b4 she fall to sleep..she felt like nt feeling well n get insomnia..she scared tat he will avoid her or 厌烦her~~she dunt knoe how to face him or tok to him as normal when she c him at exam hall there..she was regret tat she dint say hi to him once she wanna left frm exam hall~she hate tat feeling of strange..she was nervous again when she c him..anyway~~i hope tat she dunt too concern abt his things anymore~but~can she DO TAT!!!can she stop to care on tat person??God will knoe it^^lets take it easy n b joyful in ur life ba^^


Btw~~ytd i get some time to watch a drama which name <极速复仇>~long time dunt hv tat feeling of watching drama~~i m kinda enjoy the drama sambil eat my burgeR~~the relax feeling is awesome~~i like it^^anyway~~i feel like tis drama hv some deep feeling to me.."If u dunt forgive the ppl who hurt u b4..It will like a chain around ur neck tat lead u to a place tat u dunt wanna go~It'll lead u into darkness n desolution~u will become a slave to tat hatred and u will never truthly b free unless u freely forgive them~JOY~~u muz BREAK FREE~♥♥♥"~~in tis drama~~the main character help his brother n himself revenge to those who kill his brother n him b4..when he wanna kill the last person..no wonder he try to forgive wat he make b4..he bc pastor rite now...he knee at the floor n tell him...Plz forgive wat i done b4 becos i m innocent, i juz force by my boss..I will forgive wat u wanna done later(kill him)~~when the main character listen on tat words..he was get shocked n he started to 心软~~finally~~he decided dunt kill him~it is a touch drama^^

试问一个曾经害死你哥哥的人~你能轻易原谅那人吗？你能轻易放下过去的仇恨吗？你能不替你的哥哥报仇吗？她看了这部短片~深深的有所感触~~她在想~~为何她始终还是无法不去讨厌那些伤害过她的人~她在想~~怎么每次看见那人不理睬她~她就会无可奈何的不想再试着去原谅那些人了~~她到底要几时才能真正学会这门宽恕的功课呢？她觉得需要那些人的配合才会做到的~她觉得为何只有她在努力宽恕别人而那些人却可以逍遥的过着不理睬的生活~~可是试问那些人真的过的快乐吗？她可以不理的~她少两个朋友也不以为然的~~还有大把朋友咯~可是~大家不知道~只要她的内心里的那刻刺~那颗陌生人的刺没有夺取~心里总是会坦然不安的~anyway~~顺其自然吧~~交托给神^^